By way of tears, Regina defined the way it felt to witness Ian’s struggles and reside along with his choice and the way it’s onerous for individuals to narrate to as a result of they didn’t reside her or her son’s expertise. “I used to be so indignant with God. You realize, why would that weight be given to Ian?” she mentioned. “With the entire issues that we had gone by with the remedy, with psychiatrists, and applications, and Ian was like, ‘I am bored with speaking, Mother.'”
“I do know that I share this grief with everybody,” Regina continued. “However nobody else is Ian’s mother, you realize? Solely me. And so it is mine. And the unhappiness won’t ever go away. It will all the time be with me. And I feel I noticed someplace, the unhappiness is a reminder of how a lot he means to me, you realize?”